When will you marry?

September at this now! marriages everywhere, I know here, in Indonesia especially Javanese culture wedding day is settled by unique of calculation, some range of dates they called “Jumadil akhir, Rajab, Ruwah” and “Besar” as it is now. But today I gonna talk about my plan how to get there. Damn, at my age people keep talking, ask again and again, “When will you marry?”, it’s not bored question but I have no specific answer for that. For the time being I want to settle down at 28, the problem is, right now I don’t have any candidate who is to be my wife.

Nobody’s home

Sometimes “home” more like just a place to rest my head at night to me. I mean, there is no peace or happiness inside. Moreover it cold and feel dead. Broken home is not just for kid with incomplete family that caused by divorce of their parent. Sometimes normal family also live like hell, anger and disagreement around, day by day until they are broken and everything looks sorrow.

Keluarga model lama

Aku punya topik baru di blogku, “keluarga”, yah… Aku akan sedikit terbuka tentang kehidupan pribadiku. Keluargaku merupakan keluarga yang konservatif, kaku, kolot, atau apapun istilah yang relevan dengan itu. Keluargaku seperti kebanyakan keluarga lainnya, kami bukan keluarga modern seperti yang ada di dalam sinetron atau keluarga muda yang terbentuk 20 tahun yang lalu, tapi kami survive hampir 40 tahun yang lalu.

Payung warna – warni

Menyeruak angin berhembus, ditengah terik aku buka payung ditangan, berharap sebuah perubahan dan beban yang berkurang. Aku tahu di sudut yang tepat ia menghalangi dorongan yang menahanku, di sudut yang lain ia menarik, menyeretku mengikuti laju tak menentu. Mereka bilang ini alat, tapi aku kira kita tim, mereka bilang itu pelindung tapi menurutku kita saling mendukung.