Perempuan itu

And I know it’s long gone, and there was nothing else I could do, and I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to.. It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

– All Too Well by Taylor Swift

You know what, aku jarang membicarakan tentang seorang wanita bahkan dengan teman sekalipun. Bukan karena aku tidak tertarik dengan mereka atau aku malu mengakuinya, tapi aku memilih untuk tidak membicarakannya karena dia berbeda. I’d love to be admirer in secret, and today I tell you a story about the girl, girl who shake my heart and she always cross in my mind. She just an ordinary girl like other girls, sometime I think that she was a girl what I’m looking for, but still she is far away, not by distance but my silent.

Love at first sight is the most stupid thing in relationship theory I ever know, but that happen to me, silly right?. I met and know her accidentally in school crash course event around 4 years ago, almost 5 I think. Her sweet disposition kills me, make me stand still for a moment, you sit there, at the corner in computer laboratory when I checked your work. I was there I remember all too well. In that moment I don’t even know what is your name then flowers bloom inside, dessert turns forest, damn I feel back to high school. Is she beautiful? hmm I think so, by my subjective opinion. Is she kind and generous? well of course, she is religious as well.

Oke untuk sesaat aku hampir bingung harus nulis apa dan meninggalkan tulisan ini dengan 2 paragraf. A lot of men around her, she is popular enough I think, she attracts people by her existence, she is so defensive and I keep watching her, sometimes I feel jealous but I don’t think she knows. The girl is just the girl, many times I admire a girl because her braveness, and way her mind works, still bunch of flaws exist, so she is. Well, aku tidak perlu memberikan spesifikasi wanita seperti apa yang aku mau tapi dia salah satunya.

And I know it’s long gone and that magic’s not here no more, And I might be okay, but I’m not, fine at all. I keep looking for you,  keep these memories, I’ll be there, I will remember it all even you never know.

Gresik, in cloudy daylight…
March 2017 ©

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